Hardest Time of All

by Sarah Doudney

There are days of silent sorrow 
In the seasons of our life; 
There are wild, despairing moments, 
There are hours of mental strife; 
There are times of stony anguish, 
When the tears refuse to fall; 
But the waiting time, my beloveds 
Is the hardest time of all. 
 
Youth and love are oft impatient, 
Seeking things beyond their reach; 
But the heart grows sick of hoping 
Ere it learns what life can teach; 
For before the fruit be gathered 
We must see the blossoms fall; 
And the waiting time, my beloveds, 
Is the hardest time of all. 
 
We can bear the heat of conflict, 
Though the sudden, crushing blow, 
Beating back our gathered forces, 
For a moment lay us low; 
We may rise again beneath it 
 
None the weaker for the fall; 
But the waiting time, my beloveds,  
Is the hardest time of all. 
For it wears the eager spirit, 
As the salt waves wear the stone, 
And the garb of hope grows threadbare 
Till the brightest tints are flown; 
Then amid youth’s radiant tresses 
Silent snows begin to fall; 
Oh! the waiting time, my beloveds, 
Is the hardest time of all. 
 
But at last we learn the lesson 
That God knoweth what is best; 
For with wisdom cometh patience, 
And with patience cometh rest. 
Yea, a golden thread is shining 
Through the tangled woof of fate; 
And our hearts shall thank sweet spirit meekly, 
That it taught us how to wait.